Sometimes all you need is a goal.
Four hours.
Just four hours.
Just keep it together for four more hours.
Four hours of complete agony.
Complete facade.
Then relief.
Then complete and utter reality.
Reality to just let everything fall
Everything fall
Fall into a million pieces
Not trying to hold it together
Not squeezing tight
Not making sure everything stays in one piece
just Relief
Relief to be real
Relief to be vulnerable
Relief to admit everything is not ok
Relief will come
just Four more hours.
